Debating...

Do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try to please "friends" they are never thankful or happy with you, like you are tiptoeing on eggshells around them. What ever happened to friends who were just there, I am so tired of hearing "you never call me", the phone works both ways, to be honest I am quite over it and those friends, if you never call me or respond to my emails, or when I GO out of my way to im, facebook, myspace, include you in things, invite you to things i am doing, but you NEVER respond or if you do its with an attitude then just leave me alone.... Just because we were close at one point doesnt mean we have to be now, people grow apart, and to be honest i am happy to outgrow many people...

I am just venting, sometimes it's easier to vent on here then to jump to an attitude and say something you cant take back.

I guess that's why God gave me a great husband, he may not want to ride around and take pictures with me, or go to the beach, or shopping at the mall, or sit around in pj's and watch countless episodes of the golden girls in the rain but he's a GREAT husband and really the only friend I need.

I enjoy have the friends I do, the relationships that doesnt require maintenance and upkeep, I have some friends I can go months without talking to and then talk and pick up where we left off, i just wish it was all that easy!

I am starting to go with the simple conclusion that if I have to work at being your friend then I give up and pass you on to someone else more deserving, and someone that will better compliment you and your lifestyle or outlook on friendship, the only thing I need to work on is being a good wife to the one that matters most, right?

Or is it wrong that I take on this attitude, should I try harder?

Regardless, I am over it.... Very much so...

Part of me is realizing I am not in highschool anymore and you do loose friends, I guess the ones worth keeping will always outshine the rest....

Once again, Venting lol..

Now I am off to get the house clean so we can enjoy the river tomorrow if it doesnt rain all day, lol..

Hubby is taking me to olive garden and to see a movie tonight after we go ring shopping for my anniversary present...

Have a dry and happy day! :)

Brittany!