Well, this week has been a pretty good week, and I am in much need of some R & R tonight. Michael is leaving the day after Thanksgiving to go hunting in Kansas, which I am pretty sad about still, since this will be the first time since dating that hes went away. In the past 3 years we have spent one night away from each other, and i could hardly stand it, so 5 nights is going to be very hard for me. I know I will make it though, I keep asking him if he is sure he wants to leave me, *wink wink*, but I get the definite Yes answer every time.. Man, oh man, what am I going to do a whole week without my husband.. lol.. The brighter side to the sad gloomy picture is, I will get to catch up with some of the people I often leave neglected.. I plan on spacing my time out and making sure to catch up with my girls.. I already have a full packed schedule,, I am hanging with Alicia one night, Carrie one night, Mommy one night, Heather one night, and then we will see what my future holds... haha! On another note, I am extremely cheerful and happy today, which is something I have not been in a while. Of course im not unhappy everyday of my life, but inner happiness is something I tend to lack. Astonishingly, the baby issue hasn't really been on my mind lately! I normally would think about it often, or even cry, I am have been tear free for a week now, except for happy tears during Zanes arrival. I beginning to be okay with the fact that this hasn't happened.. Don't get me wrong, I still want it more than ever but I am learning that patience is the key... Normally, when I would find out another friend is prego, I would get upset, and envy them, but now, i am Happy for them.. Anyways, tonight will be fun, I am going to my Daddys to stay the night and spend time together, and best of yet my hubby is going..
Have a good day everyone!! =)
Happy and Loved,